Help coach me on making content on youtube, instagram and twitch regarding pop culture

I am in need of great help for my content. First let me introduce myself; I go by JohnyTheWizKid on social media like youtube, rumble, twitch and kick. I created my youtube channel way back I think in 2012, maybe earlier but I have not posted a lot. I planned to create content regarding reviewing movies and video games. Well after all this time, I still struggle on how to go about it and that's what I need help with. I have an amazing collection and I don't know what to do with it besides streaming. My show is called Console Cretins. Every time I get somewhere, the next day I freeze and lose interest. I get depressed frequently due to lack of help, guidance, team effort or just motivation. I don't know how other youtubers do it and I'm very jealous of them. Maybe its not in me to make videos as I want because its too much work. It took me 5 years to make a counter-review of a movie. Now maybe I could try to make things easier for me and make shorter videos. Still, I struggle in what to say and how to go about it. Perhaps if I'm interviewed, share what I'm trying to do, maybe it can lead somewhere on what I'm looking to do. I love 80s stuff, retro games, etc. I have more goals I want to do and any guidance, coaching and tutoring on how to do all this will really help me out. Any kind of help. Maybe my videos can look like this, maybe make them this way, etc. Should I tag? How do I gain traffic views? How do I get monetized, how consistent should I be? What do you suggest I do? Maybe I don't need Instagram? Maybe I should just be a full time streamer? Maybe I will be better off hiring someone to just edit my videos while I stream or record stuff. Plus to add, I have a full time job and I'm always tired. Anyone that knows these things and can help me, please; I'm all ears. I'm leaving this post up for awhile to review all of you and decide who's the best one for the job. I don't know if this will be a long term job. $100 may be temporary, maybe we can negotiate pricing, I don't know. But I am looking for serious guidance help and show me the right direction. Apply tot his job